actually,

idk how to delete this. so im just letting it sit. goodbye.

i am deleting

this tumblr. ill make a new one when i get the interweb.

sooo

stephanie dubay is logged in as me on her computer and has been posting stuff that was not me. haha.

hahaa

hahaha i just went through all of my old posts and i am a dramatic idiot. lets turn a new leaf shall we?

i hate

being single. its getting pretty old. but it really hasnt been that long so i should probably stop complaining. dkfljas;ldhgfa

fuck it.

fuck trying to be a better person.

fuck trying to be a good friend.

fuck being nice.

fuck God.

fuck everyone and everything.

never trust anyone in this life.

im really glad what was said, was said. and i am truly sorry for everything ive done and i probably deserve this. the worst possible thing that i had dreaded happened. and you lied to my face about it. several times. this post probably sounds angry but im typing this through tears.

fuck me for not being any better than anyone else.

please someone tell me why as i was riding away on my bike through the rain(yes i know, very dramatic) all i wanted was for you to follow me and talk to me about it.

goodfuckinggod.